So in my country our university works, in the way that, you apply directly into your major and then it usually takes about three years to get your bachelor where you only have courses surrounding your major. Depending on the popularity of the specific major the grade average, for getting in, changes. So last year … More Choices, when you feel nothing.
People always say that if you just do your best, that’s enough. First of all: What if it isn’t enough? and second: How do i even know what my best is? How can you possibly know what your best is? Is it doing what is asked of you or is it going beyond that? Is … More How do you know when you are doing your best?
Whenever i let out my worries, i’m almost always met with some kind of version with “You’ll do great, don’t worry” and it’s very sweet that people have that kind of faith in me, but most times it doesn’t change that i’m still gonna worry about it. A lot. Because that is how my bloody … More Sorry i’m a pessimist
Am I out yet? Out of this torment. Out of my brain. Can i focus on what really matters now? Whatever that is. I know it is not this.This black thing that fills my brain and fuels my life. I have let it consume my life. My thoughts. My feelings. My choices. I had been in … More Am i in the clear yet?
is real. I have had two great new years eve my entire life. One when i was about 15 and the other last year. Which is the most tragic of them all. So here is the thing: Prior to my New years Eve last year i had, had a rough six months. I was going … More The cruelty of New Years Eve
I’ve had many low points in my life. Granted they were not that of an alchoholic (frankly if it tasted better, i would hop on that wagon in a second), it is not that of a person losing a loved one, it is not that of a person having a terminal illness. What i’m trying … More Confession.
We are so fast judging others, myself included. The first thing you do in any situation is judging. You walk into a room and you judge. You judge depending on what you appreciate the most. It could be style, cleanliness, size, freshness of air, it could be anything. You meet a person for the first … More Judging