For a dramatic effect listen to “Wait” by M38. Great song, you’ll thank me later. I have done endless research on depression and what most people say is that depression is the state of feeling nothing. I disagree. For me depression is feeling to much. To much of all the bad feelings out there. It’s … More What happens next?
This might be an exaggeration with all the shit happening in the world and if i was born in another country, by another family into a completely different enviroment my life could have been a lot worse. The fact is though, that i didn’t and yes i could lose someone i love and my life … More My customized hell
This might be a mistake. This might be a very horrible idea made in the middle of the night, like most horrible ideas. Speaking of which what is it that makes every idea look better at 3 AM? For real. Another discussion for another day. What i really want to talk about is the initial … More The slow way of selfdestruction